Wednesday, March 03, 2010
Ups and downs
there are days I feel better. Today is not one of them. I keep touching my ever-flattening stomach today. I looked pregnant two weeks ago. Now, not so much. I feel empty. I feel alone. I want to be sick and throwing up with IV's keeping me from dehydration. I want to feel my baby moving inside of me. I am struggling with depression today. I am tired. I can't stop feeling tired no matter how much I sleep. I just want to feel normal again.
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It's been a while since I checked here, but I did read through and catch up. I've been where you are and I totally understand. I remember the flattening stomach and even feeling flutters for a few weeks after I lost my sweet Anna. One day, I wanted my belly to flatten and the flutters to stop and the next day I felt just the opposite. It was such an emotional time... a very hard emotional time. I'll pray for you. Take your time.
So sorry, Heather. Love you much and praying for you...
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